Saturday, March 21, 2009

Glamaz boutique,得信大厦!

店里都卖些日本品牌,liz lisa, cecil Mcbee,Pinky girls,moussy,SLY,samantha,Jelly beans,etc....
最近喜爱的秋冬风格!好爱黑皮衣!和帽子。。。。黑,白,灰!
老板又送了这裙子呢!!
好喜欢这套。。
我的BOSSsssss....
工作时间我都在干嘛呢??!!!嘿嘿。。。。。。。Guess what.....国文都进步了。。。。



另外一个世界







这是朋友传的Email,看了之后觉得自己好幸福。。。所以不管生活有多辛苦,也不能再埋怨了,好好珍惜自己所拥有的。。。要开开心心的过每一天。。

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

难过的一天

今天难得没上课也没上班,在家待了整天,还以为能够好好的休息,怎知想东想西的,头痛死了。。。真的无法好好的休息。。。最近为了件事逼得自己无法放轻松,而且好像越来越严重了!真希望所有的事情都没发生过。。。好烦!我唯一减压的方法就是吃了,越来越肥了!我真的很累了,能不能放过我。。

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

现在的心情。。。


终于体会到上课和工作的累了,
回家的路程,和妈咪通了电话,所以突然回想了很多很多的片段,
我真的变了,渐渐忘了原始的我。。。唯一没变的就是我对妈咪的爱,
经过了每件事,不管是开心的,伤心的,值不值留恋的,难忘的,后悔的,
现在的我,没有力气再爱一个人,也没勇气相信一个人,不管是对情人或是朋友,
已经分不清楚很多事情了,所以宁可选择逃避。
宁可在一个没有人认识的地方,没有压力的过充实的生活。。
寻找属于自己的生活,做任何事也不需要对任何人解释。。
好久好久没有一个人好好的过了,
不想再沉迷于过去的生活了。。。
我也不知道这是不是我向往的生活,可是这一切让我变得更充实了呢!
这段时间,除了上课,上班,就是呆着家好好的休息。。
或许是对自己的借口,也许我难以抓摸,也搞不清楚自己要的是什么=)
爱在不该爱的时候才爱,真的不敢再有任何的奢望或期待,害怕得到,更害怕失去。。
晚安~

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Back to my normal life in Sydney...

Well, to be honest, there's nothing need to be discuss or share at this stage...just busy studying,assignment,working...kinda happy cause i've got 2 job right now=) need to be independent from now on, it's the good way to get $$, and i love my work place which is relax and learnt something new...this time came back to syd, felt like normal...i think i already adapt the life here...it's too "healthy"........felt lot better because can get rid of some busybody,gossip and rumours in my hometown....lots more better....recently,my life getting BUSIER....3 full days listening to the annoying lesson,2~3 days have to work...the only one day i will fully stay at home watch movie,rest,my assignemnt....that's what i've done lately....tmr have to work...Night~~~

Overview for last trip back home...

This time i went back home again,spent all my time with my families,and friends...And something happened that make me felt stupid again...it's keep repeated in my life...it will be my last last last time to trust friend...true and good friend is really hard to find n keep...i should knock my own head again...stupid violet........this holidays had a lot of changes for me...yes,it does changed a lot...no matter what obtacles or failure which will happen in future,i will face it and be happier,stronger than what you thought....thanks for ppl whom ever hurted me,thanks for let me the chance to wake up again.......kambateh!

March 2009








Jan 2009






returned home 12/2008-02/2009