Melbourne Central!

Just arrive melbourne, and meng wen bring me to the mall shop around and ate the harajuku's pancake..and chit chat!!!!!!miss her so much!!!!

In the Silent saturday night.

Saturday again, to be honest,

i'm sick of saturday night already...

staying in my room, turning on the table light,

i can heard the traffic light's sound,

the car passed by and everthing outside the road,

i've watched almost 13 episode of Hk drama today....

i've spend 2 and half day to watched 30 episode...

everyone said,the movies was great and excited.

But,i watched all of those movies without spirit..

i just keep playing the DVD only....

the more i watch,i felt lonely and bored...

and feel the silent as usual,lonely as usual...

actually,i hate myself sometime,

i hate myself not being tough and indepentent,

i wish i would never rely on anyone...

Love letter!

To my love one,

I just want to let you know,
How deep is my love to you,
How much i need you to be with me,
Thanks for always "tam" me,and forgive my bad temper and attitude!
I love you and need you more than anyone!
Good night!Muaks!!!!


Laopo

my mood......

Finaly,this will be the last week for the term!i've got most of disntinction and credit,some of them pass. at least nothing fail!Anyway, It's been a tiring course actually.sometime get so excited,sometime not!and im glad the holiday is coming!glad with the spring too..but still bit frezing this few day.. And i couldn't stop eating at night...i'm having a trouble on diet!oh gosh....hope i can lose weight before nov! anyway,i'm exhausted now! i need to have a nap!

Good night wednesday!

Mua!!!

Have fun.

I'm too bored,so took some picture and Editing!i love edit so much.....but that timothy chai still owe me illustration in design!anyway,it's half way through..so i uploaded a few to show mr.timothy chai!

actually,im still thinking is black hair or brown hair suit me...thinking to colour!

Feel the first warm sunshine in the sat afternoon!

Good morning, saturday.
Oops.actually is good afternoon! i'm woke up so late today, so have a brunch,done my housework,cleaned up my room, packed my winter clothes into my big luggage,and get some summer clothes!wow,seem like i need to ON DIET!!then, far out...i went outside the park and jog!
It's saturday night again, when i was in kk,normally i will have a wonderful dinner with my bf and his family, this time i would like to ask my mom together when im back kk.

Tonight, i'd decided to watch sex and the city again, it was the 2nd time i watched this.

she says,"have you ever write me a love letter?"
He says,"does the fax letter count?"
she says,"when i have ever got a love fax?"
He says,"well,i'm sure my secretary sent the fax for you."
She says," ill........"
He says," well,baby,it's not my style."
That's how reality and realistic in this century, anyway, i really like the pend house and especially the room for all the clothes! i would like to add a cupboard with 2 big mirror!!and,she thrown her phone to the ocean,make me think of my I phone,pity i phone......anyway,I really enjoyed this movie in the saturday night!without any stress,and assignemt!yeah!
Good night,Muaks!

How can you treat a cat like this!???

ANTI CAT ABUSE ASSOCIATION!

it was a trend from japan, it was so cruel and pity...imagine if someone put u inside a box or bottle like this for your whole life, how will u feel?

I want a white,fat,and lazy cat!!

My beloved went to damai,check is there any cat for me...unfortunately,there's no white one..and so expensiveeeeeeee!!!anyone, if u guys got white cat,please inform me!thanks!

Violet Chak
C_ai_yi@hotmail.com

My favourite ones.

My favourite,Neyo. I love his song so much..and im listening now...i just can't stop fall in love with the "black man's voice", i love brian mcknigh,craig david,chris brown,lionel richie and rihanna,i think thats so sexy.hehee..sound ridiculous...but, I'm so in love with them since few year ago..LOVE R&B so much...can't live without it...

What's friend stand for me.

It's been a while didnt chat with my "friends"..what i meant is "true friend"...from my point of view,i think friends never last long,Time goes by,everything will change any moment,things will change unexpected,or expected..Friends...make me feel unsafe,untrust,uncomfortable sometime..sounds negative isnt?but, it's all from my true heart.

Now, i rather not too rely with any friend,and i've started put a gap or protection when i get to know someone new..i knw that's so selfish or childish, but i couldn't change it now...it's being a hard moment when im study at here..but im glad,cause when i live in syd,i dont need to be fake and socialize with most of the friend,or if any gossip involve,i can be very easy to get rid of it.it's quite flexible here, Unlike the life in kk,full of girl's war,gossip,rumours,complex relationship,money,brand,stupid thinking,it's just never stop..i guess the reason is the population in Kk is really too low,lack of people,and no competition at all,make ppl get bored easily,then what's make their life feel fufilment?answer is Gossip,busy with other ppl's business. That's make life better, well, i admit i done it before. I would like to do apologize to whom i'd gossip before. SORRY SORRY N SORRY, I do regret,cause that's hurted people.as well as people who hurted me,hope they will realize someday.

After i came syd,i think i've changed little bit, I'm not show off, but it's true, i really appreaciate i got the chance to study oversea. At least I knew what the feeling stayin in a country which is not belong to me,and been bullying or racist by someone else. It's not realy a huge matter, but u will never know what's the feeling. Specialy, most of the ppl in hometown treat me nice,respectful and pamper me in the past. i think that's the reason why i hate syd, make me homesick..it's been a year, i'm still miss my home so much..I'm really admire how asian works so hard in other country,and get rid of all the obstacle. and, most of the people just can't understand and never try to accept them. i belief how many effort u give, u should get what u want. People always stand in their point of view, I think sometime should think out of the box. I'm admited i'd ever racist before, But i promise i won't now...it's too selfish and disrespectful. I think i really learnt a lot of thing here...I'm dislike here, but im glad i've learnt something..that's my pleasure and i belif it will be one of my most happiest moment in my life.

I'm sick of it!

Too much of misundestading and obstacles, my mind totaly blanked, untill forgot i got a test the next morning,that's suck!whatever, at least everything settle now! and i can be myself..no need to pull my face smilling with the one who annoying me!my gosh.....i'm so happy and feel the FREEDOM now.....well,i knw im bad n "lin c" sometime,but that's my style, u can ignore me..thanks!

Slept at 4am last nite,cause busying with my assignemnt,and then so exhausted when i get back home,BUT, the present was on the ladder before i went to my room!so happy to receive my present from my loved one...heheh...yeah!!!!!!it was so sweet, he knw my hair too dry, then he bought me shampoo and treatment and wrote those cute litle world,so touch and sweet!!!!(in love)^^

Here's some photo sticker took with my beloved friends.........

Birthday!!Finaly it's my birthday birthday birthday!!I have fun today, but it's better to celebrate my birthday with my laogong, yao, theng, darlene,bernice,pei san, xiao yung, benedict, thongzai, mr. too , bing and.................
I will make sure everyone got "enough" alchohol on my bithday!and get high together^^miss them so much...miss every moment with them...do they mis me now?to be honest, i dun think so!But, i still love them!cause i can be myself with them!
So,let me intro my new friends!Fla is italian,she sort of multiculture, cause she went to america since she was a kid,and went to africa high school,then i met her in Sydney. She's easy going, friendy as usual, pretty, and i love her eye lashes!
and,Chads came from Sri Lanka, we all studying event management as well, always stick together. Sometime not,cause i'm always bit too quite and always hide myself in the library during the break. Cause i hate socialize and be fake sometime..Anyway,at least im enjoy this bithday!Love myself,and it's time to grow up again!

I'm not a girl anymore!

Was having fun in my friend's from Shanghai n hang zhou! I just love them....so much........we celebrate Moon festival and my 20th bithday(20th need to celebrate formaly in China),In the other way, Malaysian usually celebrate in 18th or 21st!!!!i already plan how to celebrate my 21st...can't wait for that!!!!....i guess........i getting old now...............................
They made a lot of wan tan for me,and i love the birthday present too!!!

My 1st work placement!!

14th september 2008(saturday) the 1st day went to work, Kylie picked me up and went to city, The Rocks to set up and decorated the venue for a 100 pax wedding dinner.. after i finished work,then had dinner in my hse,celebrate moocake festival and my 20th birhday and Jamie's 1st bithday party!!!